As usual every year, i never got a chance to celebrate valentines! 19 years into my life(going 20). I've never found someone who i really trust, someone i can talk to without the slightest hesitation, someone who will listen to my lifestory, someone who i will feel comfortable with.

People come in all shapes and sizes, so do their insides! Everyone is different! Watching all the couples celebrate valentine's day... makes me feel alil envy, some look like they are having fun, some are just enjoying their partner's company & some... well, you get my point!

In any case, i wish that all the couples can have fun tmr :) Enjoy the special day as it comes only once every year! Me? Hehe... i'll find something to keep myself occupied!

Okay! I know my blog's been dead for quite some time now although i promised i will update more regularly. Quite sorry people! haha. Busy life nowadays.

Here's some pictures lately!

Well, good news was that i totally ended myself today at work! I do mean the ENTIRE day! Despite forgetting stuff here and there~

Bad news is... im not gonna be working for the next 3 weeks cuz of exams! Gonna miss the place, the awesome colleagues and the atmosphere there.

Oh well, i guess this next 3 weeks i got alot to do!


Before i forget, i dyed my hair ytd :)

Okay. Just a short update, really quite busy lately with the stuff i have to juggle.

Huggy's been sterilized yesterday & have his hernia repaired. He's still alil shaken up after the surgery, so all we can do is to leave him alone and let him rest for the next few days :)

Was so worried when he was having the surgery, but im glad he's fine! Shall blog again~ :)

Believe me, i never thought i would. Im not even sure why but its just very heartbreaking when i watched this.





It's not just because its amazing, i feel as if i can feel her pain & im just so stunned that she's able to voice out her innocent thoughts. Where in a world that would just reject her, there's more to them then we thought....

Finally, i found some time and some motivation to update this blog of mine... Yes yes, i know i havent been updating properly like since forever.. Let's just start with whatever i remember k?

Hmm, as you all might know, i've gotten myself a job at USS lately. I've kind of settled down in my job and im enjoying it alot! Sure the work can be alil tough at times especially when its under the hot sun... but its really fun to interact with guests! The sense of satisfaction you get when you help someone is really nice :)

Plus the colleagues there are friendly too! Hehe!

Then... i remember myself falling sick for the most of last week :/ It all started with a diarrhea after eating some clams(my entire family had diarrhea after eating btw) and thats when one thing lead to another, i had a fever next which lasted for quite a few days & now im fighting the pain of ulcers in my mouth, even on my tongue!

Went shopping on thursday though, as i felt better, but realised that the shop which i always go to, the auntie was sick! Went to collect my payslip after that and had dinner with USS peeps!

I spent $69 on a De-shedder for my huggy ): Plus the $300 that i borrowed from my mum to get julie... there goes my pay! *inserts major saddness*

But i realised my pay wasnt correct, so im gonna go down to USS today and check out where's the missing money :)

Okay, So I went back to shop on friday! Think i landed myself pretty good deals, managed to get 2 tops, 1 bottom & 1 pair of boots for only $175! :)

Also, had a CNY performance at bugis ytd! I didnt sang well though... my voice broke on one part of my song and i forgot the words/parts during the CNY group singing. But oh wells, its over. Work harder for the next performance bah!


I know this post is very unorganised in terms of the timeline and the flow is pretty much how i would normally speak in person. (Yes, very disorganised i know)

But im rusty from not blogging properly for awhile, so yeah, forgive me :)


P.s. In case you're wondering who's julie...



:)

Apologies for the previous post. Wasnt really myself and was just so stressed up till i felt like i was strangled. But yeah, im fine now...

I mean fine as in, im emotionally okay now. But still problems are unsolved. Sighs. When will this tide ride over?

I dont even know what to say, i dont even want to do anything. For the first time in my life, i've been beat down so hard that i dont even want to get up anymore. Whats the point of getting up if you know you're gonna fall again? I tried and i tried and all i get was negative remarks. Sure, i failed, but why cant i get alil support?

Im being a asshole now. Huggy's starving and im not even bothering to feed him. Call me mad, call me inhuman. I just dont wish to care now. All i can think of are images of suicide in front of me.


Even mio's being such a bitch,