I dont even know what to say, i dont even want to do anything. For the first time in my life, i've been beat down so hard that i dont even want to get up anymore. Whats the point of getting up if you know you're gonna fall again? I tried and i tried and all i get was negative remarks. Sure, i failed, but why cant i get alil support?

Im being a asshole now. Huggy's starving and im not even bothering to feed him. Call me mad, call me inhuman. I just dont wish to care now. All i can think of are images of suicide in front of me.


Even mio's being such a bitch,